Anonymous asked: so you really don't like white people do you?
Well, I actually don’t like anyone so yeah.
Anonymous asked: Maybe you suffer from depression?
Well at least you didn’t say I do it to myself/make myself sad. Like I enjoy it or want it or whatever I guess.
I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel - drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have - that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.
— Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait In Letters (via larmoyante)